I guess I wanted you more.
One of the dynamics Andrew and I found that I really loved and that is indicative of how Mark feels about other people is that I think Mark felt like every time Eduardo is in his dorm room it was though his mother is visiting him, his mother is in his dorm room, and telling him to clean up, and telling him what he’s doing wrong.
He couldn’t appreciate Eduardo as a friend, he couldn’t kind of engage him in the very sweet and wonderful way that Eduardo wants to engage Mark… It’s just a different orientation.
"moving on from him is impossible when i still see it all in my head
“I waited an hour for you at the airport.”
Imagine your OTP making passive-aggressive posts about each other on Facebook.
#imagine your otp being passive aggressive because they invented facebook
moving on from him is impossible when i still see it all in my head

somewhere only we know; a mix for people who sometimes look back with a smile at the nights spent in kirkland dorm room drinking beer and playing video games with their best friend (mark/eduardo, harvard era)
i. somewhere only we know // keane // why don’t we go somewhere only we know?
ii. fast car // tracy chapman // i want a ticket to anywhere, maybe we make a deal, maybe together we can get somewhere
iii.ivory road // king charles // only the brave surrender, death cannot tear us apart
iv. video games // kasabian // open up a beer, and you say get over here and play a video game
v. gold rush // ed sheeran // remember the time when we were in school listening to grown ups, didn’t learn a thing
vi. futile devices // sufjan stevens // and i would say i love you but saying it out loud is hard so i won’t say it at all
vii. flowers in your hair // the lumineers // when we were younger we thought everyone was on our side
viii. the hardest of hearts // florence + the machine // darling, how i loved you from the start, but you’ll never know what a fool i’ve been
ix. good riddance (time of your life) // green day // for what it’s worth, it was worth all the while

the completely fake social network nail polish collection, inspired by charlotte-charles
“The Social Network will define a generation for a generation that couldn’t care less about its generation, but it’s as entertaining as anything you’ll watch all year.”

so keep your love locked down, your love locked down

After The Network
└ a sequel to the social network

the hero of this story; an angsty mix focused on the thoughts going through mark’s head
i. my body is a cage // the arcade fire // my body is a cage (…) but my mind holds the key
ii. i don’t like it like this // the radio dept // words fail me all the time, i don’t even feel like talking
iii. no light, no light // florence + the machine // tell me what you want me to say
iv. holocene // bon iver // …and at once i knew i was not magnificent
v. love is all // the tallest man on earth // love is all, from what i’ve heard, but my heart’s learned to kill
vi. numb (acoustic) // marina & the diamonds // i’m no good, no good to anyone cause all i care about is being number one
vii. broke // modest mouse // you said that i was an asshole and i paid the price
viii. lonely stranger // eric clapton // some say that i’m no good, maybe i agree, take a look then walk away, that’s alright with me
ix. lost cause // beck // no one left to watch your back now, no one standing at your door
x. in california // joanna newsom // some nights i just never go to sleep at all
xi. hero // regina spektor // i’m the hero of this story, don’t need to be saved{download} {alternative download link} and {listen}
#can we talk about how mark handles this though #he knows what’s coming #and he averts his eyes #like that’ll make it easier to deal with when they get there #and eduardo doesn’t look away from him #the whole #damn #time